No way to confirm or confront.  So his
mind raced
forward and back.  Faces of the dead.  His

buddies
his foes, himself.  Collateral damage now, an
officer, bystander with a tray of coffee,
takes it in the face.
As the young man, the soldier who knew too little
and had seen too much
was hauled off to sickbay
to face his future.

A medical discharge, a burned-out home,
a happy
mother
Shell shock, combat fatigue,
post-traumatic stress
disorder
Sad-Sack casualties continue to haunt us,
deployed here at home.
Sixty years ago they returned
by ship.
Sixty minutes ago they flew home from
the Middle East.

Sixty years past, something in my dad's
head
snapped.
And right now in the desert
you can hear the ticking
of the bomb,
the weapons of mental destruction
that will gradually descend and then
explode.
Wounded souls coming soon
to a job site, a hospital, a jail cell,
a living room
or a house of worship
near you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Vietnam Veterans Memorial statue

 

The Letter

 

By Steve Bell

[This poem first appeared as a Letter to the Editor in the August 4-10, 2005 edition of the Colorado Springs Independent.]

Returning home from a jungle war
on a troopship, three years now
past nigh school, catapulted into
adulthood
to see things none should see
and do things none should
be forced to do.

Decapitated heads face down
in the sand
bullet-riddled bodies rotting in the
Pacific breezes
of World War Two.
over and out.  GIs facing California,
going home.

Then the landmine exploded, triggered by
a letter from Mama.
Her house caught fire.  Details deleted
due to
national security.
Running about the ship, looking in vain
for answers.
She was in fact alive, aok.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


  "Abraham Lincoln fought depression all his life, and if he were alive today, his condition would be treated as a 'character issue' - that is, as a political liability.  His condition was indeed a character issue:  it gave him the tools to save the nation." - Joshua Wolf Shenk, author of Lincoln's Melancholy:  How Depression Challenged a President and Fueled His Greatness.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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